Thursday, December 17, 2015



An Unbinding

When you find yourself peering through the glass
at a colony of bobbing seahorses,
stop.
marvel at the mythical, royal gaze from each venerable face
the tiny bones stacked behind plates and skin
as thin as bat wings
the prehistoric tails that coil stiffly around the tank’s plastic sea grass
or around each other
 in lovely symmetry

Like the way we ground ourselves through unconscious gestures
weave all of our fingers into a single fist
as we window shop after a satisfying meal

or absentmindedly slide our hand across a lower back
at a party on the way to the bathroom
as if to say, I’m still here.

A child’s legs bound securely around the waist
of the person he most trusts to do the carrying.

One sleeping body tucked in the curved spaces of another
the breath of trust and ownership, moist on the neck.

Even our jackets hanging heavy on the back of our chair
to say, this is mine.

In storms
they are thrown by the roiled sea
from the thing they were clinging to
and die from the exertion,
tossed like white clattering shells onto the shore

I drank a black pint of porter
slowly and alone last night
in a town that doesn’t know me
and I didn’t know what time it was
but I suspect the kids were just then being folded
under their heavy quilts
gripped in the curl of their father’s thick fingers

There are no storms in the aquarium,
so just watch.
There is always one reckless explorer
whose small fin flutters wildly
as she frees herself from her anchors
and takes a ride in the aquarium’s artificial current